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The Awkward, Delicious Magic of Crushes

Exploring the thrill of first crushes and “internet boyfriends”—plus the science of infatuation, and why it might even be good for us.

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For kids and teens, experiencing a first crush feels like a taste of grown-up life—nursing those burgeoning feelings for a friend or TV character makes you feel older and more sophisticated, able to imagine what your life might look like beyond its current iteration with school bells and curfews.

For adults, it’s the opposite—a ticket to travel back in time to your youth, when just the thought or sight of this person made your stomach drop and your grasp of language falter. It’s awkward, it’s humbling, and it’s delicious: What other feelings can break your grown-up brain out of the monotony of meal planning and work meetings?

So when The Moth set out to launch their new podcast, Grown, all about the challenges and joys of growing up, it was only natural for hosts Aleeza Kazmi and Fonzo Lacayo to focus the premiere episode on that magical, formative breed of infatuation.

To celebrate the launch, we brought together some of the internet’s best stories about the crushes that defined us, as well as how those feelings can influence our lives from the inside out.

Are your palms sweating? Let’s get started.